Friday, April 13, 2007

Why is it so difficult

Hmm... So well.. getting married might not be such a bad thing after all. I mean I know my parents. They love me to death and will not force me into something I dont want. So I have now decided to take a chill pill and just relax. I know things will work out to my advantage.

I recently saw a documentry called "The Secret." This documentry explained how we become what we think. It kind of reinforced my positive thinking plans. Continuing where my last post ended, yes thinking positive has really been of great help. In the past month I have tried thinking that things will happen for the best and that my God will not give me anything I cannot handle.

So I have already started to think that I am the Editor in Chief of the Economist. That way, I will become what I think. I have started to think that I can afford to walk into a Versace/ Shahab Durazi outlet (depending on my mood whether I plan to wear a western or Indian outfit) and buy whatever I want on an impulse and not feel guilty about it. I have started to believe that I will be able to gift my Dad a Raymond Weil watch and my mother a Cartier set by the time I am 30.

All this was easy. Somehow, when I tried to bring myself to think that I have ended up with the perfect guy, that was sooooooo difficult. I don’t know why. It was just sooo difficulyt almost impossible to think of myself with te perfect guy…. lolzzz

1 comment:

Hex said...

:)Way To Go!
As for not 'seeing' the perfect guy..hmm..the secret works here too...u imagine all that you don't want in ur version of 'maddy'(cant really blame u if there r few role-model tam brams er..as u said)Instead,think what u do want in him..just be careful what u wish for!
Remember "Your Wish is My Command" :)