Oh come all ye married duple (or is it spelt DUPEle)

I was a fool to have thought that it was difficult trying to find Mr. Right and get married. As it turns out, life doesn't get any easier even after you are married. Yes, I finally did get married and am living in that state of denial or the infamous honeymoon period as people would call it.

Not that I regret being married. As it turns out, I actually love the guy. I mean the real love where you want to stand by him no matter what. That kind of love. Revisiting what I said about living in denail, I think I am in that phase now because I seem to think he is perfect in every way.

Now nature does wake you up from your dream every now and then. Have you ever wondered what is it that is going on in his mind when he just sits looking so morose and quiet! As a woman and a drama queen, all hell breaks loose for me when he is in one of those moods. It's like I am being punished for a deadly sin when he says, Nothing!

He insists that I should give him the benefit of a doubt. Well ok..... Let's for once assume I do give him the benifit of a doubt! My only condition is this. I would like the rule to apply both ways. I would like to be left alone with my thoughts too. Somehow when I am in a state of deep contemplation, he starts getting worried because from me, no news, is bad news.

Guys!! Take a break. We spend a considerable amount of time thniking about you. Give us some time to think about.. well.. other things.. like may be that cute friend of yours or what to wear the next time we go out with you, or how we can work a lil more and progress faster in our careers without compromising on time with you or..... oh wait.. see that.. and we are still thinking about you!

Well, it's not all bad. I mean, sitting quiet is not as bad as... well a lot of other thing. I think we can so a complaint a post and just leave this one here.

Happy married life to all ye married duples!!!

This is it!

I knew he wanted to catch a glimpse of me and I tried staying in his line of sight. But like every other gushing bride-to-be, I was shy of making that eye contact, and having my face turn pink each time our eyes met. He does that to me. Like they say in the movies, sets my pulse racing and gets me feeling all tingly inside. Despite that crowd yesterday, I could see only him. It's like nobody and nothing else mattered. 

I got engaged yesterday to the man God chose for me and I couldn't be happier. Whenever I am with him, time just seems to pass so quickly. Every time he touches me, I can feel the blood run so fast through my veins. Everytime we kiss and I feel his lips with mine, I forgt anything else ever exists. When I hold him close to me, I wish I could just hold that moment and neverlet it pass away. I read his emails and text messages over and over again and that makes me feel so much better no matter how low I feel. Just hearing his voice every morning when I wake up and every night before I go to bed makes me feel secure.

 

His likes and dislikes have somehow become my own. The inside of me howls in pain when he is sad. I wish I could just go hug him and pray to God to put me through that pain instead of him. I would fight even the great cosmic powers if they triedto hurt him in anyway. All pain, sorrow an suffering better deal with me before they make their way to him.

 

I dont know what this feeling is, but this is what makes me want to spend the rest of my life with this man.